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11.27.2009 vendredi, novembre 27, 2009
Out from hospital at 8am. Seriously i felt dam tired after those injection and medicine. I start to hate myself for behaving this way. I also don't know why, maybe i am not back in my usual self. I guess i need to take sometime to adopt it. Guys give me sometimes , i make sure i will become that hyper Krist you used to know. Back to the topic , my blood pressure was too low and it lead to lack of oxygen. There is one word i could say : POOR! I hate my body , i wonder since when is it was so weak? Forget it even if i obey and take those medicine. I still cant see any light that i am going to recover. I won't take any medicine from now onwards. By the way , my leg are having blue blacks. So i won't be able to work or walk for few days.I think i will be lying on my bed. Soon i will become that picture that you see. Slowly rotting and began to decay. Relax , that is a joke! Again i am ain't sure of what to do. I did confront him and ask him what is it. I don't even know is he saying the truth or what. I have lost that ability to make the right judgement. Men, there is only one word to describe them. They are JERKS(only nini different because he is gay) I leave it to him as i am tired to confront anybody right now. If he want to lie , just go ahead. I wont stop him but i will slowly leave him aside.
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