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Toughest Job in the world.

12.17.2009 jeudi, décembre 17, 2009

The toughest job in the world : Being my boyfriend. Know why? Because , i sucks . I have attitude problems and i am easily jealous and i am too sensitive. I cant take lies . I cant find another person that i trust easily or I simply hate to let people see through me. I am confused with my words . I am good and i am bad at a moment , I don't know why my mother born me in such a way , i act differently when i am with my boyfriend or in front of my girlfriends. I am not willing to share . I hate to be paranoid , but i got no choice , my brain cant just stop functioning. I ain't perfect , and so , comment anything about me . I am greedy , and you love is never enough to me. I am unhappy easily and emotional. I want all your attention , but , i always don't feel that way after what had happen. I ain't perfect , but i always see that you are giving me cold shoulder after what had happened . I know you are trying to endure it when i show attitude and stuffs , but do u think i really want it ? who doesn't want a happy ending . I always want to be secure in your love,I want last long with you. But I felt that i am the one who is trying. A relationship won't work out unless two person is trying. I want your re-assurance, but it seems so hard. I know I am asking so much from you as i keep giving you hot and cold. I want both of us to be happy and not bottle everything up.Because i don't want that to happen again. Honestly,i felt very sad this few days. I don't wish to elaborate any further.I have given you my promised,i am trying my very best to make this relationship last long. After this month , a new year , and our relationship is going on more more and hard challenging route because , u will be managing your studies and relationship , I have to manage my studies , dance and relationship , less meet up , will it cause our relationship to drift? Before our 1month, such thing already happen.I don't know do i even have the power to hold back for the second time. Do forever really existing ? or , is just some 8 stupid letters? Isn't Being my boyfriend the toughest job in the world , because u ain't paid and u have such a tough girlfriend to handle. Dear please don't give me cold shoulder or neglect me. A lost love is something you can't get back