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Home sweet home!1.03.2010 dimanche, janvier 03, 2010  Just back from KK hospital. Feeling tired and very uncomfortable right now. I hate to see doctor, take in medicine.I better stop it if not this is going to be a whiny post. Wake up at 5.30am prepare for work. Skip breakfast ( as usual -.-) and did some stretching if not i think i cant even walk properly.That can show how serious it is. My work end at 12pm, pack up and get my pay. Not bad few days i earn around $200++. got change train to CCK , get my money from Joe.She still own me$50.I wonder when can i able to meet up with her when school reopen.Plan to meet D's but it was cancel.So went to meet Jy,since my stuff was with her.Got call from Jane(Poker's Girlfriend.) She was crying on the other end.Jy and me cabbed down to her place.Tried my best to calm her down but in vain. So i called Poker and request to have a small gathering at the usual.Meanwhile Jy is helping Jane with her hair. I turn on msn and just nice Huiqi was using Krykry msn. Webcam with her because i suck in doing smokey eyes make up. (Thank you for the tips huiqi) Overall not bad although it was my first time doing make up on someone else face. I still got to admit that i wasn't that good compare to Rina and Huiqi. After her hair and make up was done.Jy start to coach her about "how to seduce men tips" i was laughing like siao. After her so call coaching , cabbed down to the usual place. We excuse ourself. Then we cabbed down to KK hospital , i really cant take it anymore. I let Jy see the fragile side of me. Again my heartbeat is faster than normal person. I really hate it but i cant do anything. The nurse take my pulse rate , blood pressure and etc. After that , she give me an injection to reset my heartbeat. So i was told to rest till 3am.Jy was kind enough to buy paper and straws for me to kill time. I start to fold those straws into straw hearts.I told Jy to leave as it was too late for her, called my mum lied to her that i staying over at friend's house. I don't want anybody to worry about me. Till 3am i thought i can go home but the nurse held me up.She told me another doctor wants to see me. I don't really mind after all i lied to my mum that i am staying over at friends house. The doctor ask me alot question. Alot i don't feel like answering him. He know i am skipping my meals , injection glucose and vitamin into my vein. I got to admit , i am used to it. I simply don't feel like eating. So later he give me another injection. Ask me rest till tomorrow morning for some blood test. I didn't rest at all , i was busy folding straw hearts and paper roses. I don't know why i am not sleepy or hungry. So everything end at 4pm. Take train back home. Another quiz given from Huiqi.(i feel like killing this woman) 01 . What have you been doing recently ? Blogging, working and dancing 02 . Do you ever turn your cell phone off ? Every night. 03 . What happened at 10.00am today ? I was busy folding paper roses. 04 . When did you last cry ? Not long ago.... don't ask me about it. 05 . Believe in fate / destiny ? Maybe, maybe not. 06 . What do you want in your life right now ? Someone, something. 07 . Do you carry an umbrella when it rains , or just put up your hood ? I walk in the rain. It is the best place for crying , nobody knows that you are crying. 08 . What's your favourite thing to have on your bed ? My pillow. 09 . What bottom are you wearing now ? Black FBT shorts. 10 . What's the nicest text in your inbox say ? "Ok, you are the best" (Sounds so reluctant, I know!) 11 . Do you tend to make a relationship complicated ? No. 12 . Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone ? If my extensions are hair from someone else, then yes. 13 . What was the last movie you caught ? AVATAR♥ 14 . What are you proud of ? Nothing. Maybe I'm proud of my retarded-ness. 15 . What does the oldest text message in your inbox say? "My mama borrow 10 and we today take cab 2 times plus we watch movie" 16 . What was the last song you sang out loud ? None. 17 . Do you have any nicknames ? Zaizai, KristSharon,P.O.R 18 . What does your last received text message say ? "Me! answer my call lei" 19 . What time did you go to bed last night ? I didn't sleep at all ,busy folding hearts and roses 20 . Are you currently happy ? Somewhat contented. 21 . Who gives you best advice ? Huiqi?Sheryl?Krykry?Rina?Rain? 22 . Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can ? No, whipped cream tastes disgusting. 23 . Who did you talk on phone last night ? Huiqi 24 . Is anything bugging you right now ? Yes , but i don't feel like saying. 25 . What / who was the last thing / person to make you laugh ? Huiqi,i cant say! 26 . Do you wear toe socks ? Nope.... Do you think i am those girlish girl? 27 . Who was the last person you missed a call from ? Private number. 28 . Have you ever had your heartbroken ? Yes. 29 . What annoys you most in a person ? Questioning. Giving Hot and Cold -.- 30 . Do you have a crush on anyone ? Nope. 31 . Have you ever hone a cocaine ? Drugs are illegal in Singapore. 32 . What is the colour of your room ? White. 33 . Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar ? No. 34 . Do you believe in the saying of : Talk is cheap ? Yes. Actions speak louder than words. And for all you might know, they might just be barking. 35 . Who was the last person to lie in your bed ? Alex korkor 36 . Who was the last person to hug you ? Damien. 37 . Did anyone see that last person you kissed ? No. 38 . Do you have a life ? NO. 39 . Have you ever think someone died , when they really didn't die ? Yes. I even dream about it. 40 . What is the reason behind your profile song ? I didn't put any profile song. 41 . Who was the last person you saw in your dream ? Krykry. 42 . Last time you smiled ? 5 minutes ago. 43 . Have you changed this year ? People said I did. 44 . What are you listening right now ? I See You - Leona Lewis. 45 . Are you talking to someone when you doing this ? Nope. 46 . Do you walk with your eyes open or closed ? Open. I'm not dumb enough to do so with my eyes closed. 47 . Is there a quote you live by ? "Being retarded is being a Genius." 48 . Do you want someone you cannot have ? Depends 49 . Have you ever played an instrument ? Don't ask me 50 . What was the worst idea you've had in this week ? Skip Dance 51 . What are you doing last night at 11pm ? Folding straw hearts / paper roses 52 . Are you happy with your love life right now ? I don't know.Can say so. 53 . What song best describe you love life ? Crush - David Archuleta. 54 . Does the person know that you like him / her ? Yes 55 . Who always make you laugh ? Many people. 56 . Do you speak other language other then English ? Chinese, Cantonese , a bit of French 57 . Favourite website(S) ? None. 58 . What's your middle name ? Xin 59 . What are you doing tomorrow? I don't know ? 60 . What do you think you are like ? Like the people from IMH. 61 . Who will you choose to die with ? Krykry , Sheryl 62 . Where have you been today ? Home. Too tired after back from hospital 63 . What game do you play often ? L4d 2, Killing floor 64 . Who are you missing right now ? Damien Tang Cheng Yung.( i miss him alot alot alot alot !!) 65 . If you have to choose between friends and Love , who will you choose ? You don't have to know. 66 . What are you doing right now ? Doing this quiz? *raises eyebrows. 67 . Which primary school are you from ? Dumb dumb Primary School. 68 . Name 3 colour that you like . White, black,silver 69 . What emotion you like to show ? -.-||| 70 . What is your life to you ? Something that I will have for nearly 18years. 71 . If you have something troubling you , what will you do ? Hid it and pretend that there is nothing wrong with me. 72 . Who did you last chat in msn today ? Huiqi, amy daryl? 73 . Who do you admire most ? Hmm. I don't know. 74 . Which month are you born in ? March. 75 . How are you feeling right now ? Confused. 76 . What is the time now ? 9.00pm 77 . What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is ? A retarded women, whose name is call si tu hui qi! 78 . What colour did you use to dye hair ? Chestnut Brown 79 . Why are you doing this test ? Boredom. 80 . What do you do when you're moody ? Self-entertain 81 . At which age you wish to get married ? If i am able to live till 18 then i think about it. 82 . Who is more important to you ? You don't have to know. 83 . If today is the last day of your life , what will you do ? I'll do everything I wanted to do. 84 . Who is the person you trust the most ? Myself. 85 . Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain ? Sometimes. 86 . If you have a dream come true , what would it be ? Today's dream! 87 . What is your goal for this year ? Studies hard , able to last long with him. 88 . Do you believe in eternity love ? Why not? 89 . What feeling do you love most ? Being love by him. 90 . Do you really think its Global Warming now ? Yes -.- 91 . What feeling do you hate most ? Being misunderstood. 92 . Do you cherish every single friendship of yours ? Maybe. But really depends. 93 . Do you believe in God ? Skip! 94 . Who cares for you most ? Huiqi 95 . What do you think is the most important in your life ? Everything. 96 . What will you bring when you fight ? A gun? 97 . What have you done regretted doing in your whole life ? Many things. 98 . What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you ? I don't know , maybe hid it and pretend that nothing went wrong? 99 . What if your boyf / girlfriend two-timed you ? I'll dump that person immediately but i don't think D's will two-timed me.=) 100 . Which is more important to you , phone or computer ? Phone. You can surf the net on the phone, but you can't call people using a computer. 101 . How do you feel now ? confused? |
