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Violet Eyes Turns Brighter

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3.04.2010 jeudi, mars 04, 2010

Somehow i found that i began to fall in love with Art. I love to do life skill drawing. It was messy but i was mesmeric at the different tone of shade. Unlike you , you prefer to draw people expression. Which is more challenging, you got to do alot close observation.But from one of your sketch book. I found you drew alot pictures of him. You're missing him, yet you wont show it out anymore. The whole sketch book is filled with your ___.
Irony isn't it? Till today you are missing him, even though you passed away.Your individual pulsing life , the thread of your daily existence woven in and out of these sketch book you left behind. The dearth of which is keenly felt.
You remember everything or words he spoke to you. Yet he break his promised everytime , you didn't blame him. You fall to pieces when he broke the new but you kept in silence. Deep in your heart , you are crying. There goes a saying "You'll never learn to cherish until you lose it."
He asked patch and you guys patched back. You regain your smile back, it is erophic that you are finally smiling like you always does. You held your pencil and began to sketch people emotion , those model that you drew  are no long look glum or baffled.(at lest they are smiling) You don't mind the pains that he is giving . To him maybe your are just a ordinanry girl that yearning for love, but to you he is your everything.

 For once i asked you" Seriously you can find another guy that is much better than him. why are you always the one giving in? Don't you feel tired of heartbreaking and sorrow?"

Your replied was  memorable , i still could remember those expression on your face. " I don't mind he is not caring or sensative towards my needs, he may not  be the best. Love is not two person gazing at each other, but  two person looking at the same direction, that is what love is. "

Indeed you always gave in to him.What was his returned? Scolding , he rather keeping accompany of  his  maple friends for horntail  than going out with you. He treated you like a dirt ,neverless you endured it with pained.

"Maple is such a boyfriend snatcher."  I joked with you.

"yup, it is. But mapler is also a Sister snatcher" she looked innocent when she said it.


Teenage love :

Uncertainty of how long it will last , a risk that both of you are willing to take. The result may lead to a broken heart.

Virtually true love , neither last long nor infatuation


(ok i am not going to continue anymore, my eyelid going to close soon. Now is 3am in the morning!)